God indeed has taken something away from my grasp, and I cried an ocean for that. Not to mention the time that I almost felt that He doesn't exist. He sure promised me one thing. He said that He'll replace it for something better.
Here I am, a witness for what He has done. He indeed replaced it for something better.
I give back glory to God by dancing. Also, by playing music through my guitar. After 15 years of struggling I stand here before Him, grateful for everything.